I am still confident, but nervous about game 6. I'm pretty sure that if we can pull it out, then we will dominate game 7. I'm not so sure that I will last that far though.
I'm sure I am not alone in this, but this series has taken an emotional and physical toll on me. I've been on edge for over a week. I've snapped at my wife, been impatient with the kids, and stressed at work. I haven't had a good night's sleep since the Lakers' series, and that seems like an eternity ago.
However, through it all, I can't seem to get enough of it. Somehow, through all of the turmoil my heart senses that there is something extra special about this Suns team and I have developed an intense bond to them as a fan. If they lose, I won't be watching any more basketball until next season. I need the break, and frankly I really don't have the time for it. I've been scheduling the rest of my life around the Suns and inconveniencing my family and friends in the process. In the end, if we get through this and win a championship, it will have been worth it.
So, to answer the question, my spirit has gone from one extreme to another. I hope to end the weekend on a high note, but if not then I will quickly shove it aside, get on with my life, and wait for next year.
I know....it's just a game.