Nope, you're not alone. I don't even begin to understand it myself, but I had the same reaction--starting with the trade. Didn't watch one complete game for the rest of the season, just a quarter here and there to re-convince myself that I didn't care. Even gave away two sets of tickets.
and this I find to be very interesting because if I recall correctly, you and I have gone around the bend on this team several times in the past, coming at from two very distinct positions - you who were pretty positive and me who was pretty pessimistic. If you're doing something to alienate BOTH of those fans, as a franchise, you've got problems.
There was an upside, though. More fun and less stress watching the playoffs when you don't give a rip who wins. Except I really did care in the finals ..........
yeah, to be honest, if the Suns had gone any further, I might literally have damaged my back for good. I completely destroyed my (already damaged) lower back jumping up during Game 1 which was one of many factors which led to two pretty debilitating back surgeries which I'm still struggling to recover from. If I actually cared and then went any further, my emotional impulses probably would have carried me to further damage to my back after the surgery (considering I was so brittle that post surgery 1, stubbing my stop ruptured the same disc and put me back in surgery again).
Huh, so I guess Sarver's cheapskate ways probably SAVED my life. Thanks Foamy!