I didn't hear that at all...and I've been one to question him in the past.
I actually heard a lot of good in his answers...said it's a bad feeling...he doesn't need to be motivated, he's self motivated...it did sound as if it wasn't his decision, based on demeanor, to not go back in sooner (it is what it is)... acknowledged he wasn [emoji817], but didn't sound like was making an excuse.
The only mention of the organization, was he hopes the whole organization learns from it, but I took that to mean not accepting loosing.
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