I gotta tell you, it's funny, but it's times like these that I really appreciate being a Cards fan. There's NEVER a level of disappointment with them as there is with the Suns. Sure, there's an entirely different level of amazement, shock and awe at the ridiculous ineptitude that the Cardinals repeatedly demonstrate, but that can be laughed at and mocked. Hell, my favorite shirt is the Cardinals eye crying with the tag "I'm a loser" underneath it.
But this just sucks. I am BEYOND PISSED and seemingly taking it out on anyone and everyone who comes near me. I've been honking at people on the road for not driving 30 miles OVER the speed limit like I am, I EXPLODED at a Ralph's Grocery store worker for not wrapping my chicken wings up properly and apparently woke my roomate (who's still sleeping) slamming doors all over the house. This is not rational behavior. During the pre-game last night on TNT, they started talking about the suspensions and then Kenny pointed out the Duncan on the court thing and I literally started screaming at my roomate louder than at any time the night before.I then stopped and started laughing at myself. Then, I went to go play basketball and absolutely BRUTALIZED one of my best friends, taking out all my aggression on him, as if the Spurs were taking over my body.
i can't watch tonight. I can't watch a game that has already been decided by the league. I will be screaming at EVERY THING - no matter if it's good or bad and I can't put my apartment complex, my roomates or myself through that.
so pissed.
sorry for the rant.